Well I guess the time has come for me to put my jiggle butt on blast and let the world know what exactly is underneath all these threads...and just so you know I am scared hairless (and I'm super hairy). I am not extremely comfy sharing this information because...welp it is literally my biggest weakness/fear/hate/insecurity you name the negative thing and that's what this is. I hate it about myself. #BIBLE
I have such a super amazing life I promise. But if I were healthy (and skinny) I would walk around in spandex and a smile...and that is all. I would be totally complete. I am constantly saying to the person closest to me (aka Becky) that I can't wait to fit into her clothes or "if I looked like you I would wear damn near nothing". Needless to say she is super mega healthy, super mega fit, super mega sexy and super mega skinny. (our friend Julie calls her Skelator and I am secretly ...well not so much secretly anymore JEALOUS of the nickname).
So what is the difference between me and the skinny world? Food. Booze. I am terrible at exercise. And a whole lotta numbers.
Here is the chubs we are dealing with
sidebar this information was recorded on August 15 2012
Weight: 177lbs (holy mother!)
Waist: 40" (that's nearly 2 waists)
Left Quad: 22" (what are you a power lifter)
Right Quad: 22" (please see above)
Chest: 40" (I know your boobs aren't that big)
Ass: 45.5" (baby got back)
Pants Size: 14 (WTF)
It's cool...you can say it....DAMN THAT GIRL IS THICK!!!!
I want to like running(its the only thing that gets my weight down). I am terrible at running. I love hiking. I like CrossFit. I love food (good and bad). I drink more than I should. I am an emotional eater. Food has always been a treat for me and my family. My entire family is overweight. I don't want to be overweight anymore. I want my pants size in the single digits. I don't want to be embarrassed changing in front of my partner. I want to wear a bathing suit not shorts and a tshirt. I want to be sexy. I want to wear cute clothes. Most of all I want to like what I see when I look in the mirror.
So there...there I am. The whole bunch of chubby me.
So here we go on our little journey. I will randomly post about diet and exercise...mostly just continue with my day to day ramblings and nonsense. Hopefully every few pounds you will be blessed with a sweet photo of my body changing.
So the goal here...will be to lose 30lbs. Count Calories and exercise 4-5 times a week.